To thine own self be true

A couple of things recently have caused me to spend some time thinking about why it is that I don't enjoy playing RPGs anymore. Now, just to be clear, I started playing D&D back in 1980, when most of my friends who game a lot had never even heard of Gary Gygax. In high school I was in the Strategic Games Club (I still have the jacket with my name on it to prove it) and most of my friends were from that crowd. It was fun, but I have to confess I never got into it as much as the guys did (I was one of maybe 5 girls in the club). Mostly I think it was being social that was the main attraction. That, and I was raised on The Hobbit and LOTR books.

( I am talking about my fears and flaws, not pointing out other peoples flaws, so if you can't see that, don't bother reading )

If you do or do not enjoy RPGs, do you know why?